Right, as many people know, my last blog post was cut short due to Heather wanting her laptop back, but since then – most of the problems from the last blog post have passed, only 1 remains, and that will come later, but right now – i have good news.

 

Thats right, i said GOOD news.

 

You heard me.

 

No, im not playing with you.

 

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 . . .

 

I got my knee fixed.

 

On july the 6th, i went into northampton hospital and had an extraction of exotosis from the right femur, basically – i got the abnormal bone growth removed, and there was much rejoicing . . .

 

Monty python humour aside, it was one of the final turning points for me in daventry, i no longer have a fucked up knee, so i dont have to worry about my walking problems, i can move properly, without my nerves playing tricks on me, or getting burning pains, or sudden pins and needles strikes from no-where – my knee, feels . . . healed.

 

Another bad part of my past, is now gone.

 

I also, moved.

 

 . . .

 

Yes, at least two pieces of good news in one blog post!

 

And, i feel slightly more seperated, i know people miss me, and i told them to keep in touch, or they told me, and now – im blogging from here, now – i dont have to worry about idiots, because if i even find some, thier idiots that dont know my name – i am free from the shadow of danetry school.

 

Free.

 

At long last i can stop being reminded of that place by the faces of idiots who ruined it for me, because the idiots i see now, if they even dare bother me, do not know me, my face, my name, or my past, no more shouts of “OI MANSFIELD” from four chav idiots in a car, followed by barrages of beer cans and shit (Which, if there was any justice in the world, god would let me carry around a TOW missile launcher to incinerate said idiots in thier vehicle moments afterwards) no more sniggering, no more deliberatly making me feel out of place with my friends because I am “Mansfield” because I am free from that place now, now if only i could get those i care about out of that shit-hole, and then hit the large red button with the word “Thermonuke” on it . . . but that little fantasy will never be, but i can be glad in the fact i left the idiots behind.

 

But what about the friends?

 

I miss quite a few people now, i miss the names, the people, the places – heres the thing with coming down here, I’ve left a lot behind, and now all i have left to do, is forge my own place here, then invite everyone down to raid me!

 

One odd thing mind, since Ive moved, I have seen a damn near clone-copy of my gormless friend Ed, Aka – Gibson while on the bus back from tesco, and while i was IN tesco, i was served by a woman called Jacqui, who could actually be Jacqui in about 5/6 years time, which was scary.

 

I used to joke about finding bizarro-world copies of my friends down here, you know – like the evil version of yourself from another universe (usually with goatie – which i have, and if IM the evil twin, god help those who know the good one) . . . now im scared I’ll actually do it!

 

But, since the move – things have been on the up, and thier downs.

 

Ive actually had a chance to use my camera properly for shooting footage in Pathfinder, which was damn good fun! I just wish that i could get a chance to see that footage, and i probably will some time soon!

 

On the down, my artistic skill has waned recently, which got on my nerves quite a bit, resulting in me being handed a hand-full of art books from my father, only one of which ive had a chance to skim-read so far, drat those heavy books, and the fact thier not train-portable.

 

Oh yes – and on the subject of down – my relationship has drawn into a serious problem, and im not sure what to do about it, if i end up single again soon – then it will not reach these pages as a matter of privacy.

 

And there is another problem, which i will leave until a more appropriate time (a later blog post – maybe the next one) but it will reach this blog, as i will now begin blogging more regularly.

 

Until then – I’m yet again reviving the futurama quotes –

 

"Not after all those years of slaving over that hot monkey brain!"

 

Professor Farnsworth

Wooo I be first to comment on this post!! So quite a few things 2comment on, so here goes:
1) I am most glad to hear the knee is fixed. I was thinking about u when u had it done etc and am glad you be recovered.
2) I know how hard you have found it living in dav, so u being free of that is fantastic. U can leave all the shit behind and move on. As for your friends, they are bound to stay in touch and you can vist them, they can visit u. And there is the hoy of mobs n internets to keep in touch.
3) The art stuff is gonna come back 2u, Im sure practice is the key.
And any time you want to chat, u know where I am. Keep ur chin up hun xxxx